so um, i've been really really bad about updating.

so much for that resolution of mine.

anyway, so i figure i'll just give you guys a whole life update.

school: blargh. yuck for the psats, makeup work, tests, algebra, algebra, and did i mention algebra?

people:
friends:
school: you're all great. duh.
the harem: they're frustrating. i love them to death but they're frustrating. then again,perhaps that is because they're boys. strangulation seems the ideal solution for one or two of them right now (it's less messy), but of course, i do love them to death (theirs, mine, whatever). of all the people from ucsd, i miss matt the most, and kat. i haven't seen her in forever despite the fact she lives in campbell. this needs to be fixed, because while matt lives in the middle of no where in fricken woodland, Kat is here, and i miss her.
family: someone kill them for me. please?

life?: i was sick, but now i'm all better. and i have a 4.0, which is exciting. and i officially LOVE mindless TV. i mean come on. where else can i find shows with the entire carter family getting drunk, small town family reunions, the battle of the anorexics (ok, that's mean, how about i say the models?), love hexagons inside hospitals, and demon dogs?

i'm tired.

and tomorrow when i bring home my apush binder, you will all get floydisms.

and there is no butter in hell

surprise, surprise, i can't sleep. it's getting slightly irritating to stare at my ceiling for an average of 4-5 hours every night in the dark before i can actually get any sleep at all. this morning, i was still awake when my dad's ride to his golf tournament in monterrey showed up. and that was 6 o'clock in the fricken morning.

any-who. to those i go a l'ecole with- sorry, but i'm not coming tomorrow either. my mother has deemed me too unhealthy. but i am coming friday, since i have shit to turn in. (and because missing more than 4 days in a row means you have to get a doctors note, and my parents are lazy)

i decided, about oh, 43 minutes ago, two things.
1.) i want a walk to remember stage shane west. yep yep. or a mr darcy, but right now, i'm partial to an old style shane west.
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2.) since i've been rather fond of lists lately(don't ask me why), i want to make a list of everything i want to accomplish before i keel over and die.

that list has yet to come into existence. i suppose i'll start it eventually. maybe tomorrow.

so i have decided. i did not like my old lj. not one bit. it felt like in it complained about my life more than i chronicled it. i wanted to want to update rather than feel like i had to. i wanted to be able to look at it and go oo pretty. not bleh. so i made this. with a kind of lame username that can only come from my un-creativity at 3am (which coincidentally is about the time when i made the last one).

so this time i have decided its going to be different.

i am going to post everyday even when there is nothing for me to really post about.

i was a writer when i was younger. i wrote fantastical (not that that's a word) stories about maidens rescuing princes in distress. i wrote about ill fated love and teenage romance. i wrote few ultra cliched love stories and a good number of mary sues. but i wrote. and i loved it. and i think i am going to start up again. not that i'll show anyone anything i do write. and i really think this announcement is more for myself than anyone else. just to make sure i do it. so i am going to start writing again. and hopefully, writing in this will start me really writing again. who knows. maybe i'll even attempt a poem or two.

we shall see.